Two nights ago - another dream. In this dream, you came to me, looking lost and confused. I came over, by your side, in a private corner of an incoherent world. We looked at each other and then, in that moment of us together again, I felt that historic fear which fell upon me like a dagger in my heart - my last moment ever with you. I leaned over to you and whispered in your right ear what I’ve been wanting to say since our kiss goodbye: I Love You. I said it twice. I Love You. You continued to look at me, your eyes full of fear.
Up until this time, my Armour has weighted me down - I was unable to speak, unable to move, unable to communicate. Yet now I feel I have been set in Motion. My Armour - My Love for You - is becoming a Formidable Force.
My dream ended quickly yet Breakdown has begun.
